Billy received three emails yesterday from INZ (Immigration New Zealand) asking for 6 additional documents, 3 of which they already have! We are at a loss as to how to read this. Are they giving us the runaround? Did they lose paperwork? Is it God's will that we don't go to NZ? Is Satan trying to discourage us?
I find myself so incredibly frustrated at truly trying to obey God, sacrificing so much and putting forth so much effort and yet feeling so uncertain as to what His will really is now. Are we supposed to fight harder or change directions? Do I pack to move within the country or wait for movers to pack us to move overseas? This has truly taken "living one day at a time" to a new level!!
I don't even know what I want. I feel like I've been asking God, "What do You want me to want?" And if He asked me, "What do you want?" I have no idea!
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